Matrix or Form 6

OMG!!! Anyone please tell me what to do...

Today the counseling teacher Mr. Chan announced that the application for the matrix 2010 is opened, those Form Fives who are interested are most welcome to bring along a I.C. photocopy and Rm6 for the application...
Later he came into our classroom and explained to us about it.. Then only i know that those who reject the Matrix offer will be blacklist and unable to go into the Form 6...
What should i do?? Matrix or Form 6??

Form 6 is a challenging course and is international level... BUT, i dont wanna study till 02.00 in the morning everyday just like what my sis did and got 3As only, who failed to get her first choice for her IPTA.... What the f**k 3As and only qualified for the 4th choice?? I dont wanna stay in this noob society, with all those wantan and eating Malay food everyday......... Cant imagine how will it be if i really survive like this...

Matrix... With government's monthly subsidi and cock sure will able to get into the local u with higher CGPA marks... Able to choose the courses i like than those in Form 6 and only spend 1 year to finish the course... BUT... Only for local u... Please God.... I dont wanna stay here ANYMORE!!!!! Staying with 90% of the BUMIPUTRA, meaning i have to face the wantan daily and having Malay food as my daily meals..... Damn it..... And my sis is encouraging me to apply it and go for it if i really get it... Stay in Malaysia for my degree and diploma... And sit for my Master in overseas....

Please... Anyone can tell me what to do and which to choose?